Not really!    Took both doses Wednesday and couldn’t fall asleep.  I was so tierd, but couldn’t sleep.  At my mom’s prompting, I tried again at 8 on Thursday.  Kinda worked.  Had my alarm set for noon, but pushed it back to 1 ’cause I was tossing and turning till about 9.  Then kept getting up.  So at 12:30 I got out of bed because I couldn’t fall back to sleep.  I didn’t feel any more awake, but at least I wasn’t cranky.  So I didn’t take it yesterday and finally got a good nights sleep!  A full 8 hours!  I got up with a headache but that’s ok.  But my dad wants me to keep trying it so I took one dose already, not sure if I’ll take the second.

Now, what else do I need to talk about/share?  Oh!  Saw Alice in Wonderland last night!  So good!  Want it for my b-day!  The Belmont is tomorrow and I can watch it!  I couldn’t see the Derby or Preakness due to work.  But no triple crown…

On to more serious stuff.  My sister bought a bunch of Disney movies on eBay and she’s finding out that most of them are bootlegs.  I thought she knew what she was doing, so I didn’t warn her.  I wish I would have.  Now, she has to send them back.  She was quite depressed and angry last night because of that.  I feel horrible.  That is why I’m leery of eBay.

So, I’m not working this entire month.  Business isn’t good so I can understand why they’re switching the schedule around.  I think I’ll be working in July, so that’s a plus.  I still need to look for another job though.

Now, short story about my dad setting the planter on fire.  He cooked out Friday and my mom suggested he dump the coals in the planter seeing that it’s not being used for anything.  Obviously, my dad agreed.  Stupid, stupid, stupid!  The weeds in it and the planter box caught on fire.  I only found out about it after he put the flames out.  But it was still smoldering so I had to help put it out.  I wouldn’t have minded because hey, the house could go up in flames.  But I did because he was trying to use water.  The faucet in the back is shut off because it’s broken so he was carrying bowls of water outside.  If the faucet would have worked, it wouldn’t have helped my irritation much.  I should have stated this earlier but the planter is made out of railroad ties, which are soaked in oil.  Water+oil=bad  I was going to use baking soda or the fire extinguisher, but he kept sending me back in for more water.  Pissed me off.  Not only that, but he was trying to take apart the planter with a shovel.  Makes sense sans the shovel part, but I offered to help or go and buy an ax a half dozen times and he was being all manly/macho about it.  Grrr…  And it didn’t help that this was at 3 in the morning.  Ok, I’m done ranting.

I need to do a whole bunch of stuff, but I’m too lazy right now.  I’ll get to the trip later, if I start it’s going to be a rant/letting out stress and one rant is enough for this entry.

Filed under: Bipolar, Family, Life by Victoria