I’ve put off posting for as long as I could because I was feeling extremely depressed and a touch suicidal so I didn’t want to bring anyone down or be all emo.  I’ll get to that later.

But I beat Explorers of Sky!  Ending=love!  I’m a sucker for sad yet happy endings.  I kinda wish they would have left it but there would be no reason to keep the game if there was no post game stuff.  I got bored with going to random dungeons and I don’t have the patienceright now to get all those secret missions out of the way.  So!  I finally played Kurayami!  Love it!  I really don’t understand Japanese that well so I just listen to the voices (boy that sounded creepy!) and look at the pictures to figure everything out.  Doesn’t work too well.  I had 2 bad ends, 2 normal ends, and, thanks to walkthroughs, 2 true ends.  I’m pretty sure I have all of Sakuraba’s CGs and I’m missing 3 of Aoi’s, 1 is his death CG.  And everyone else doesn’t have too many.  So I think I’ll go for Honami (I think that’s his name) because he cracks me up and return to Aoi to get the 2 CGs I’m missing.  But, unfortunately, there is only 1 killer.  I’ll do his ending last.  But I’m curious to see what happens if you let everyone die, if you don’t pick the killer, or even if that’s a possibility.

Back to my issues.  I’ve been feeling really crappy lately.  Not gonna go into detail, but I started to feel better Mother’s Day and yesterday I was extremely irritable and locked myself in my room.  I was hoping that I suffer from depression and am not bi-polar as the mood stabilizer that works for me is very expensive.  So I’ve been off of it for a few months to test that theory out.  Obviously, it’s more than just depression.  I’ll be seeing another doctor in about a week so hopefully it can get sorted out.

On a high note, Amanda is coming back on Thursday!  I can’t wait to see her and have her cat stop bothering me.  But seriously, I miss my sister.  That was emphisized Saturday night/Sunday morning when I went to pick up a Mother’s Day card.  As I was looking for my car, I ran into Amanda (a friend, not my sister) and her mom and sister.  We talked for about an hour, I was standing outside their car for some of it, and then my mom called so I had to go back in to find an excuse for me to be at Meijer at 12:00 AM.  So the 4 of us went back in and it reminded me of when my sister and I would make “midnight runs to Martins” if we were craving something.  Meijer if it was after midnight.

Now why was I out that late?  Because a co-worker asked me if I wanted to meet at a bar an hour after we got off work.  Ok, I was trying to avoid agreeing not only because I’m not interested, but because of the location.  A bar?  Really?  There’s nothing wrong with going to a bar, but I hardly know this guy and don’t really trust him with my well being.  So by the time I got home, I had to leave.  I changed and found a smaller bag and was running at least 10-15 minutes late.  Got there and didn’t know where to park so I just found easy parking and walked.  Poked my head in, smelled smoke and didn’t see any black guys so I turned around and left.  I felt quite relived but now I have to deal with him thinking I stood him up and explain that I got there 30 minutes late.  Yes I need a life, but I really don’t want to get one that has him in it.

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